stabbing

Date: 5/30/2018

i was on a public bus with my friend and when i got on i tried to sit across from her but this boy told me he’s unique and needed to sit by himself. i sit in front of her and it leads up to her showing me screenshots of her texting a boy i’m stressing over in real life. he’s telling her he loves her and other things. this upsets me a lot and when i get home i yell at him and try to yell at her but she blocks me. my mom picks me up and we go to the store but she leaves me in the car and for some reason she leaves her door open. two guys come screaming and completely tear a parked car apart they just have all these weapons and they completely smash it into pieces. they see me watching and come screaming at my window and realize the drivers door is open and i don’t make it to the other side quick enough before one pulls out a knife and threatens to kill me. i’m screaming and crying begging him not to hurt me and he stabs me three times and i start bleeding. a car is pulling out two spots down and it’s full of people from school who hate me, they’re all laughing until the man moves his body and they see me screaming covered in blood. i slam the door shut w my right arm and lock it and start screaming with my hand shaped like a phone against my ear “call 911 call 911” i’m bleeding out everywhere and my mom comes back into the car and sees me bleeding everywhere with holes in my body and takes me to the hospital. by the time i get there people from school are telling me how when i come back i get a moment of silence for me and special door mats and all other things. my surgery was delayed and i had to go back to school. i am sobbing the entire time bc i am in so much pain. people are hugging me and starting to befriend me and be nice to me. i’m terrified to get my surgery bc i know it will hurt so bad. i go to english and we have a moment of silence bc on memorial day the day before ours got cut off by weather warnings. my english teacher completely ignores what happened to me. my arm is in so much pain the entire dream and i can’t stop crying and thinking ab the fact that i almost died