Neurosurgery

Date: 2/22/2020

Started off with me giving my mom and aunt a ride to my house where they’d from there leave to a baby shower. I don’t know if this next bit was led in or i just switched scenes really fast but I was looking in the mirror and a women was telling me that the right side of my head was swollen and that was my internal bleeding. I was going to have surgery the next day and I was so sad and angry I punched a door and was just throwing my hands everywhere and everyone watched because there was nothing they could do. The surgery was going to be risky I’d either come out of it fine or be mentally handicapped. That night in my dream I couldn’t sleep. I was walking in and out of the rooms of the house and for some reason it was already morning. I heard a honk outside and it was my boyfriend with a girl in his car. He was coming to pick me up so we can drive out to the hospital that was an hour away. I tell him “hey you know we’re going to the hospital in X right?” He replies, “yeah I know let’s go.” I look at the girl in the car who’s watching me and I didn’t want to go in that car because of how vulnerable I felt. So I tell him no thank you I’ll just leave on my own and he’s confused. Next scene jumps to me at work and he comes up to me asking if he did anything wrong and I said no I just wasn’t feeling great and was a mess