Deer dying in my arms!

Date: 6/28/2016

I was walking in the Street with a deer like it's pretty normal and no one seemed to think it was weird either!(it didn't feel like he was a pet,it was more like having an old friend with me.) It was a lovely sunny day with a delightful breeze and people were walking by and smiling at us,then we heard these voices and got curious and then saw a huge crowd gathering around something,we got close as well but the closer we'd get the farther we'd be from whatever it was in the middle,and suddenly there were too many people and i felt like i'm being suffocated and started to panic and tried to get out. then suddenly realized my deer isn't beside me anymore,started screaming for him(don't remember what i called him!)and then just like that there was no one there! no crowd,no deer, i was all alone in an empty street and it started to rain and i started running and crying and trying to find the deer,and somehow i ended up on some road near somwhere that could be a forest,and he was lying there between the road and the trees with his chest open! i could see his heart beating very slowly and looked in his eyes and it looked like he's crying...i kneeled next to him and held him in my arms,trying to somehow close the huge wound and stop the bleeding,then started screaming for help and crying really hard,i heard some cars stopping and diffrent footsteps closing but i couldn't see anything through my tears,i just knew that the body in my arms is cold now,like ice and he's not breathing anymore.