Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 8/16/2019
By hmmm
- hanging with gabriel and jg (the latter of which is my real life boyfriend) - car drive in gabriel’s car with reclining chris into movie seats - gabriel starts licking my neck a LOT and won’t stop. i’m afraid jg will get jealous and he does so he just does it too on the other side ?? - but gabriel doesn’t stop (and this is so diff from his real personality, which is awkward and shy but everyone still loves him and thinks he’s cool) - gabriel told me about dating charlotte and how they were both afraid to say their last names. i thought it was cause he was jewish but it’s cause their last names both sound rich af - mom drove us to a flower shop in same area of an imaginary town in my head that i always get stuck on or lost while driving in other dreams. she needed to run errands - i ask to buy a plant and she says no, but let’s us browse - there’s a lot of men inside. they all start to hit on me ferociously (which is very opposite to real life) but they’re all super flattering - a latin king inside tries to get my number but i’m scared so i say no - i run outside but while jg and gabriel defend me at first, they think i’m making a big deal out of nothing - they reveal that it’s valentine’s day, and that they’re only hitting on me cause they’re without dates and desperate - i say we should go to a nearby place to get food. once seated, i’m looking at a meme and a lady next to me asks me to text it to her. i hesitate and instead i airdrop it so i don’t have to give her my information - fast forward to another scene in a luxurious vacation swimming pool w gabriel jg and henry. all the gang members and the latin king undress me to change and they (including henry) start gassing up my nude body. jg rolls his eyes - at some other moment, gabriel stops being friendly and starts trash talking me and my body and how he’d never like me - i don’t remember where or by who, but i start getting beat up and verbally shit on by the gang members, particularly one guy my age in the gang. - when we get away, i expect jg and gabriel to help and console me, but they agree with the bad stuff, saying i’m ugly new scene - i somehow win this chance to be in a competition. mom is there. this other lady is too. she discouraged me from entering, telling me i’ll never win. i decide not to enter. new scene - audrey’s very nice house (nicer than what she really lives in somehow). her cousins are there, as well as hardie, sparkie, gabriel, and jg. - don’t remember much, but st one time it’s night time and i’m walking to the house carrying a bunch of tangled jewelry pieces and necklaces. sparkie mentions how fun it would be to be a main character in a movie or show, referencing the evil queen lady in game of thrones - i say i’d rather be a supporting character - mary sparks doesn’t know what that is somehow. so i try to explain but i’m dropping all of the necklaces and i have to keep picking them up that’s all i have time to write for now