M annoyed

Date: 2/20/2020

I had a dream that I was really annoyed with my boyfriend M. We were sitting at a dinner table. I seemed to be annoyed that I wasn’t as much a part of his life when it came to hanging out and going out with friends. I was saying something like you can get that fulfillment from me too. He seemed annoyed, and he got up angrily or annoyedly from the table and went and sat at another table. He was looking at his phone phone on some flip app or something that supposedly showed girls dancing and smiling kind of like Tik Tok. I asked him what he was looking at it he said it was just some little girl. He came back and sat at my table. He still seemed somewhat annoyed or like he didn’t care that much. At some point there was an image of him hanging out with his guy friends on the bus, and they were all laughing and having fun especially M and he didn’t seem to care. I just was kind of watching like that he doesn’t even seem to care that I am annoyed that we don’t hang out with his friends much or at all. His phone was on silent like supposedly hiding something and so was mine. In real life I was disappointed because he did not invite me to his sister’s birthday event of going to a hockey game, I had to ask him about it myself and now all the tickets are gone. I also have yet to meet his only guy friend or feel like I am as much a part of his life outside each of our places.