Very Attracted to Cute Simple Guy; Drug Party

Date: 4/25/2019

I had just finished watching that show on Hulu, “The Act,” and done a little light drinking before taking a nap. I’m pretty sure that the boyfriend in that show instigated some of my dream. So I am single in my dream and living somewhere I don’t know with family or on my own but I am doing a little side jobs like I do when I’m on my own and trying to have some adventures to stave off the boredom and depression. So I somehow meet this one guy who resembles the character from the show a bit except as I am looking at his face I realize he is much cuter and smarter. But what really does it for me is that he is so humble and doesn’t know that he is doing anything cool. He works as an overnight security person but clearly he is being sort of exploited because he’s good in a fist fight, sort of a goon, and I watch him beat up some guys. He acts like he just did it because it’s the natural thing to do and that he could get in trouble if he didn’t and he’s just hoping he did it right kind of thing. I am thinking that he is the perfect boy for me because I can probably control him and he will be very happy to have someone like me interested in him. (Yes I know I am being a bit of a c-word in my dream.) in the next scene we are at a party with young kids maybe high school or college and obviously some adults like 25 to 30 as with us. People are doing different drugs and mainly this designer drug acid like. The guy I am with picks up the cup and starts turning it in his hand. One of the “cool” guys comes up and says hey buddy if you don’t add the acid it’s just plain water. So my guy says oh OK sort of reluctantly but nonchalantly and pours just a tiny drop of the drug into his cup of water. This makes me much more attracted to him because I realize he is the right amount of cautious but still willing to be a little adventurous and take some risks. There is another one of the cool guys standing behind him at a vending machine and he starts looking down at some picture on the floor in front of it and getting a bit upset and someone says oh he’s in trouble or he’s tripping, and someone asks, are you OK, and then the guy just says, oh it popped, and walks away. We all know that this is a potent drug now and I am glad we haven’t taken too much as for some reason I can feel exactly what my guy can feel. We start to notice a very pleasant buzz and I do thank my dream here for letting me get high on something I no longer would mess with. I tell my guy, hey this feels a lot like an Ambien buzz, or at least I think that in my head. In the next scene the drug has worn off or else it is the next day/night, and we are at his work and he is done with his shift for the night. I am sitting with him and feeling very attracted to him as we talk about things, but he seems oblivious to the fact that I want to be alone back at his or my place with him. I am so happy for this because that makes me more attracted to him since he isn’t too aggressive and very respectful and sweet. I am getting more and more excited both emotionally and physically, as is important for an intimate attraction. I wonder if he is going to be interested and so I put my hands on his leg and start trying to casually seduce him but without making it too obvious, although I know he will be slow on the pick up since he is so simple. To my relief he stops talking and I can literally almost see the gears slamming and shifting in his head. I start talking about some things while continuing to engage in a fair amount of body contact. I am so happy to know that he will appreciate me and finds me attractive and is a humble and hard-working sweet guy but still up for some amount of adventure. I think that this can be a very nice stay here, wherever I am staying, and that this guy can help me stay safe and secure. At this point my husband comes into the room and tells me I need to wake up because our air conditioner has broken.