Reoccurring Rape Nightmare

Date: 11/3/2016

I'm asleep in my bed, but my mind is aware of everything around me. It's like I have some sort of mental night vision. Everyone in the house is asleep too. I hear the screen in the kitchen window ripping and the window sliding open. I begin to get nervous and start trying to wake up but I can't. I'm stuck. I hear the person climbing through the window and it's so loud that it should have woken everyone else, but it didn't. He's climbing the stairs now and I struggle to move, my muscles won't even twitch. He's in my room now. He pulls off my blanket and I'm screaming in my head. "WAKE UP WAKE UP" No one can hear me though, and I still can't move. The man has no face and I stare up into the blank face as he strips and rapes me. The whole time I'm begging my body to move, to do SOMETHING but it's useless. My vision turns red and I'm crying. Once he's done, he carelessly throws my blanket over my naked body and leaves the house.