Finding Me and School

Date: 11/29/2016

I was in this dark alley at night while it was slightly drizzling and there were a few street lights and a garbage can. I think my mom was there and some other girls. I decided to wear something different and put on red lipstick and a preppy outfit. When I got to school, the teacher said, "Oh, I know what you are." She then gave me a cheerleading uniform. I saw Emily N looked confused and I gave the uniform back and told her it wasn't me. I think this happened because in real life I'm having problems deciding who I am as a person, but I'm definitely not a preppy cheerleader. I was then in English, but the classroom looked very different. It was a bunch of tables that could hold 3 people each and they were just lined up going back on each side of the room. The English teacher was the one I have now, Mrs. G. She handed us a bunch of short stories we had to read and analyze. Erin D was next to me. The boy in front of me kept looking back at me and I think he was making sure I had a partner (Erin) because I knew we were normally partners for work, the boy and I. I think this happened because I'm reading FanGirl and it happened in that book. Emily W was also there at some point. I was then with Erin in the hallway and I saw that Mrs G and Mr H both shared a classroom. Erin had changed my schedule so that I could have both of them at the end of the day. I was happy because that was three good classes in a row. Although, both H and G didn't seem happy to see me. Mrs G was sad I dropped AP History and I felt bad. I was still in Mrs G's class, but it turned into my basement and I was being forced to do laundry. There was a pair of boy's underwear, but it was covered with blood, and we were wondering which boy had their period and if someone was gay or something. I think Kurt Hummel from Glee showed up. There was also a part where I was on the road while it was raining in a car with the Bleiler's and we were having bagels. I wanted a cinnamon one, but got some kind of cheese one instead because they ran out of cinnamon. Zoe and I started playing Hamilton music and everyone got mad at us. I remember being in school again in a huddle with some girls like Ally U and Caitlyn B, but not talking to them and being sad. I saw Emily W again and hugged her.