feeling love for someone vividly

Date: 7/19/2019

i was in love with this guy his name was kanan Or krish Or something and basically we were at this party, it was my bday and another girl's bday from our family and everyone threw her a big bash but no one remembered it was mine too and during the party I was sitting on this lawn crying with you over how sad I am and even u started crying bc u forgot my bday and all of us were wearing suits and as I was getting up from my sob session this guy tied the ends of my chunni behind my back i couldn't see him when I turned around it was him he was skinny vurky hair cute tbh and I didn't recognize him from ANYWHERE but I har this overwhelming love feeling and I hugged him we were walking around cuddling and we were passing by this bday cake or smthn jiski candles we blew which I guess was a way of dissing the fact these people forgot my bday Then I woke up it was so weird man and the other chick jiska bday tha was very hesitant to come to the party idek the love infatuation thing felt so weird bc as soon as I looked at him it was instant infatuation affevtion like I've known him for ages