Is my brain trying to tell me something?

Date: 4/10/2019

we lived across the street from a hot rich white guy and he and i had sex in his house. when we were finished, he told me i had to leave before his wife got home and I was shocked. i went and told my sister about it. the next day i had sex with the guy again and afterwards he told me his wife was in the other room and i felt super awkward. as i was leaving his house, i saw his wife crying on a bed in another room. i felt so bad. as i was leaving his house, i saw my sister outside and told her what happened. later i went to the art center. they were having some kind of college fraternity convention. when i walked into the office donna, angie and howard were in there. donna gave me a big hug and a joint. i went outside to smoke the joint. while i was smoking, angie came outside and told me that the art center never really shutdown but they were running out of money and didnt want to hurt my feelings by laying me off. my feelings were hurt when she told me that, but i understood.