spencer reid and an old crush

Date: 9/11/2020

i was for some reason around criminal minds characters. i was doing my own things but i would also answer phones calls and investigate cases i was at home and received a call from hotch that someone had killed jack and i needed to help investigate. ofc i went, did what i could, and while i was at a psychiatric ward with reid, some shit happened. him and i went there to interview someone about our case. on our way out, we saw this girl, and she for some reason lost it at the sight of reid. she started screaming “IT WAS SUPPOSED TO ME YOU AND I” and “HOW FUNNY IS IT HUH?? IM IN THIS FUNNY OUTFIT AND YOURE OUT THERE” and i guess,,, this girl was reid’s ex girlfriend who suffered a psychotic break and was admitted to a psych ward. she started harassing us both. i don’t know why the doctors were allowing this but it was terrifying, she kept chasing me around and she looked so scary. i woke up as soon as i felt like she was catching up to me. i also had a second portion to this dream! so basically after waking up in a frenzy i fell back asleep and dreamt that i was switching between universes. in one, i was at a fancy casino, wearing a really nice dress as i ran down the hall with a friend, dancing and laughing. then, the reality changed and i got in bed with a friend, we didn’t do anything we just cuddled each other. and then the reality changed again, this time i was back in school. this is where i saw J again. i gained the courage to talk to him somehow and he was super friendly! he had one other friend with him at all times lmao but it was cool. we walked to and from class, and before 1st lunch i asked what period he had after that since i had 2nd lunch. he said we could meet up for our last period, and that he hopes this could turn into an everyday thing. idk it was a bit confusing, but seeing him again, even in my dreams, made me so happy 🥺