Curse of a Mother and weeping son

Date: 8/8/2016

My younger sister is taking a wrong decisions in her life and I was scolding her for her unsure decisions and her immaturity in life. I was expecting my mom would help me in giving her wise decisions. But to my surprise my mom got angered and dissatisfied upon me and started cursing me that " You will never be happy around with people, you always complain alot, you make people unhappy and cry, I don't love you, I hate you, I wish you experience all the troubles and tragedies in your life", and I never heard saying like this before from my mom and never thought that my mom hates me like this, I never thought that she will wish my life to be worse, she nurtured me and Cared me than any other mom cares for her child, she had took a Stand for me in my hard times, She hugs me and gives a peck on my forehead to say she is there for me when I lost hope in the world, she felt more happier than me for my little accomplishments, she is my first and best teacher to teach any kid, Ive learnt easily many alphabets and rhymes befor joining my first school, she was best my storyteller and she was my source to imagination to her beautiful narration, she had so many sleepless nights to care for my health. But to my disbelief she hates me! she curse my life to be worse and tears started rolling on my cheeks and went crying hell loud. I ve begging and asking her that "why do you hate me what I've did for you, I never disrespected yoi, ive loved you, you are my best mom than any others got, I love you ma!(mom) why do you are hate me please tell me, why do you wish my life to be worse". I was weeping and sobbing, but her heart didn't felt my weep, Ive seen her hate in her eyes and dissatisfaction in her face. only thing I hear from her was to not show my face again to her and she hates me. I was crying out loud and I felt someone is trying to wake me up and as I opened my eyes it was 3O clock and it was my mom who saved me from that bad dream by waking me. She asked me what happened why were you crying and I said nothing, I just smiled and went to sleep. This was the second dream in which I found myself in classroom which I ve never seen in waking life. There are two friends beside me as my classmates who were my colleagues in waking life and I found a teacher of my school time taking the class, we three came late to class and she asked us to meet the principal and they went to meet him. But I stood there and explained that we were late because as the school incharge has handed us some important letter to deliver to the other school, so we delivered that we got late because of that. She recollected about the Letter and execused me for that permitted me to sit in the class. I was listening the class happily and suddenly I heard a bell started to rang but the it was like a melodious which I heard before then I realised it's my alarm in phone ranging and i woke up.