Ex crushes deep dream and Manson

Date: 1/10/2017

First of all this dream was all over the place. Earlier yesterday my friend vas told me he asked her out and all i felt was jealousy and disappointment. In my dream during the whole thing all i felt was jealousy, disappointment, hatred, and love. In one part we were in poppies house and he was still alive. My ex crush, my brother, and I were sitting around the kitchen table while papa and mom were sitting in the living room. We were dating i think and i began to tell him that i couldn't go out with him because of the things he told me he did (Hurt animals) and he looked as if he wanted to murder me. He had the most hated look on his face like an evil grin it was very odd. In another part him and vasilisa were dating and all i could feel was jealousy and disappointment. They were like flirting and she told me they kissed and i felt horrified. Another part i was dating him. We would flirt and everything and we like went to hot topic together. It was kind of corny. Thats both of our favorite store though so it made sense. In an unrelated note i also had a second dream last night lol. I met Marilyn Manson but this time we were ya know lmao. I asked for a hug but he said no😭 hahaha it was kinda funny then he began to make an Instagram video right in front of me it was kinda cool.