Date: 5/8/2023
By TwentieToo
So a couple nights ago me and my bf both had nightmares. He said his was of me dying. He said I died in some accident and he felt responsible. He said he couldn't remember what type of accident. But he woke up crying and then remembered I was still alive and felt relief. My dream I had was honestly really weird and gross so, be warned. I lived in a house with my two younger sisters and my dad. My mom was no where to be seen. I remember I was taking a shower to get ready to pack the house and clean all day. I took too long in the bathroom and my dad thought it was a reasonable punishment to pee on the bathroom floor and then try to force me to clean it up. I yelled and said no im not cleaning it up, that's disgusting, you can clean it up. Which my dad listened to me and did. (Nothing like this has ever happened irl and I don't remember watching anything where anything similar could have happened so I really don't know why my brain dreamt this 😠i havent lived w my family in a decade so). Later I found I was the only one cleaning and packing the house while my family was sitting on the couch chatting. I was behind the couches picking up stuff that fell behind. I found a gun. I handed it to my dad. I assumed it was his since he's the only one that has guns. When I handed it to him, he immediately pointed it at me. I remember feeling shocked. My dream abruptly ended right then.
AI generated interpretation Thank you for sharing your dream with me. Dreams are often symbolic and complex, and can reveal a lot about our subconscious thoughts and emotions. Here's my interpretation of your dream: Your dream seems to revolve around feelings of disgust, neglect, and fear. Your dad's behavior in the dream is particularly unpleasant, and may suggest that you have feelings of anger or frustration towards him or perhaps towards authority figures in general. The fact that he peed on the bathroom floor and then tried to force you to clean it up is probably symbolic of some sort of violation of boundaries or disrespect. Your refusal to clean it up shows a desire to stand up for yourself and to not put up with such treatment. The fact that you find a gun and give it to your dad, only for him to turn it on you, may be symbolic of a fear of danger or betrayal. There may be a sense that your trust has been misplaced, or that someone close to you could potentially harm you. The abrupt ending of the dream may suggest that you are not yet ready to confront these feelings head-on, and that there is still some uncertainty or ambiguity surrounding the situation. On a deeper level, this dream may be related to unresolved feelings from your childhood or past experiences with your family. The fact that you haven't lived with your family for a decade suggests that these may be repressed memories or emotions that are resurfacing in your subconscious. It may be helpful to explore these feelings through journaling or talking with a therapist, if you feel comfortable doing so. Overall, your dream seems to be highlighting some underlying tensions or anxieties that may be affecting you in your waking life. By trying to understand and process these emotions, you may be able to gain some clarity and perspective on your situation.