Panic.

Date: 5/27/2018

This dream is all over the place, It started out with me going out, but then I saw my ex at the grocery store with his mom. I wanted to get his attention for some reason, so I needed an excuse to at least talk to his mom. So, I went up to his mom and told her that I was lost. I told her that I needed to let her borrow her phone to call my mom, I even sort of lied to my mom but saying I was lost. I made a bullshit lie saying my keys were the wrong keys. So, while I was using my ex’s mom’s phone, my ex didn’t even pay attention to me lmao. So, I stayed with his mom and him for a little while... The mom was really worried and was looking at me so fondly to the point where it got a but creepy. So then my sister and cousin cane out of no where and walked home with me. Literally out of no where, they were just next to me. So, they had just come back from dancing and they had parked their car close by my building. So, they didn’t wait until I got inside the building to leave.. They immediately left once we reached the outside of my building. So, once I enter my building, I see my pervert neighbor who always tries to flirt with me and makes comments at me... For example, I was taking out the trash one time and he said “Wow.” Back to the dream though, he kept on looking at me from afar. This made my blood boiled!!! So I yelled at him, “Stop fucking looking at me!” He did. After I yelled, I was trying to get my keys to open the door, guess what? They didn’t work. At this point, I was ready to shit my pants. I was thinking I had upset this pervert guy and now he’s going to r*pe me. So, I went outside to knock on my mom’s bedroom window. While I was outside, I was calling my sister’s name. I was so desperate she would hear me, I was so scared. So, I kept on banging on the window. I was screeching my sister’s name. While I was outside, the pervert guy came to see what I was doing for one second, then he finally left. My mom finally hears me knocking and she says “What?” through the window. I was so mad so I said, “What do you mean what? Open the door!” So she went to open the door. Exactly the time she opened the door, I see my sister’s car pull up in front of my building. She’s yelling at me from her car, “*My name*, you worried me! Look at all these comments I’m getting.” To be honest, I didn’t know what she meant by that. So, I just yelled back and said I would explain later. I went inside my house, then I woke up... To provide some backstory, in real life, my keys always get stuck in my door. I think my door needs some fixing. I like and trust my sister more than my cousin, so that’s why I was calling for my sister and not my cousin. The pervert guy has been bugging me for 13 years and I have been wanting to throw a drink at him or yell at him for the longest time, but there’s always been this fear that it would backfire on me and I’d end up getting hurt. Anyway, throughout this dream I just felt so much panic.