bad dreams about ma bf:(

Date: 1/15/2017

we had broke up, I got really really upset so I decided to try and leave you but you realised how upset I was and asked me to go back with you, so i went back if you and youd barley spend any time with me youd stay for like half an hour, we barley touched never mind kiss, one day i worked up the courage to ask you if you were only going with me because i was upset and you said yeah, it'll actually broke my heart into a million pieces i started crying in front of you and you didnt care you didnt come to check if i was okay you just left me to cry, then i started thinking what if i can get him to touch me more maybe he'll love me again, so i kept trying to kiss you and hug you but you kept moving away, i feel asleep one day beside you and you woke me up to say i wasn't aloud to sleep near you, so i stayedl awake, i kept trying to get you to touch me but you kept pulling your hand away and pushing me away, i lay in front of you cause i knew how much you liked my bum, you pulled me in twice closer to you while i was lying that way, then you stood up and shouted at me and told me you couldnt do this anymore and that you wanted to leave then i woke up n i was actually crying it felt so real