juaquin and allen

Date: 2/24/2017

i dream that i was with allen and we where with his friends hanging out and juaquin started texting me and said he missed me and that he loved me and i started having flashbacks of me and him walking threw balboa park in the rain and of me and him in his room and that he was my first time but i had completely blocked that memory. and then that i went home and i told my mom i needed her advice on how telling allen he wasnt my first time.