Andy

Date: 8/28/2020

Dreamed I went to Calgary to see Andy. He had a new girl hanging around. It was irritating me. I wanted to be alone with him. Finally straight up told them both that. She said she wasn’t comfortable with that. New girlfriend?! Andy and I are finally alone. Seems we are in his car. I tried to kiss him and he pulled away. I asked who he was being faithful to. Meaning wife or the new girl. He said both. As suspected, new girlfriend. Guess I have accepted that relationship is really over. I thought that is what I wanted. Been missing him recently. Thought it would really hurt him when I broke it off. Sent him a simple happy birthday back in June. Opening a channel to talk if he wanted. All I got back was thank you. He did not return the gesture on my birthday. Maybe he wanted out of the relationship as much as I did? Didn’t hurt as much as I thought it would? Did I mean anything to him at all?