Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 1/10/2019
By naya
I was in my bedroom, almost ready to meet up with my friends, who were downstairs waiting in my living room. I look in the mirror and decide to take the acid I had on my dresser. I absorbed it through a form that's nonexistent - instead of absorbing it within my mouth, I absorbed it through my neck. It was like a pen, and the longer I kept the tip of it on the surface of my neck skin, the more LSD I'd absorb. I held the pen there for around 20 seconds. I put it down, wore my jacket, and went downstairs. "Hey girl, you ready?" one of my friends asked me. I say yes and they start to wear their jackets and shoes. While waiting, I have an internal debate, arguing whether I should take more or not. I decide I should. I tell my friends that I forgot something upstairs. I go back to my bedroom and hold the laser pen thing for another 15 seconds. It hits me as I'm doing it and I regret it right away. My heart starts beating faster and something just feels off. My surroundings are unsettling and I don't feel like myself. I start walking back downstairs anyways and notice that my stairs are different. They used to be carpeted a biege colour that went straight down and now they're dark red and spiraling, not just down but also up. They were abstract and disordered. I'd walk downstairs 7 steps and then upstairs 4 steps, then down then up then down then up. It went on forever and I started dissociating from my body - I didn't know if I was actually walking up and down these steps or if I was laying in bed, or out with my friends imagining the whole thing. I couldn't hear any of my friends or anyone, I felt very hopeless and alone like no one was looking for me or cared that I was going through this. I eventually woke up with my stomach hurting badly. I've never done acid so I'm sure it's nothing like this. But recently I greened out off an edible. My blood sugar got so low that I fainted walking downstairs and had to get stitches so I guess this is how my subconscience interprets what too much acid would be like