Fragments

Date: 3/2/2020

I’m riding in a car with someone else driving, I’m in the right rear passenger seat. The window is open and I’m leaning out a little bit. I have my hand on my forehead and don’t seem to be very happy. I think of the ppl in the car in front of us and think the big guy (probably a redneck) would make fun of me for something, at the next stop light he looks back at me and makes fun of me for the way my hand is on my head. It is night time at this point. We keep driving and I notice the ppl in car in front of me are smoking cigarettes, the man who made fun of me throws his out the window and it lands in my hands or lap, I quickly try to get rid of it before I get burned, it feels hot. Next I am riding a motorcycle with a girl on the back. I am trying to pass the ppl in front of me. But now I think they are also on a motorcycle. They have a cruiser type and I’m on a Japanese Liter bike. Mine is dead silent at the stop light. I try to maneuver to get around some ppl as we take off and then gun it and let the engine open as we pass, I can now hear the bike engine. I think about passing he ppl I didn’t really like. The girl is off the back of the bike and I’m going someplace where I’m supposed to know the way, but I’m not entirely sure. I may have missed my turn and I’m about to rub my eye with my shirt sleeve but think I really need to focus on the road in case someone runs out in front of me. I’m at a building of some type (inside). Not sure what happens first, but there is a scene with me and two strangers (lesbian couple?) we are walking to the back of a place where I used to work. We want to see a movie and I pull up the menu on a computer screen. The one we all want to see is already sold out but we (separately) are able to select another that seems entertaining. I notice that the movie is starting now and hurry to buy a ticket. I get the wrong change back (too much) and try to give it back but they don’t accept it. A little later I used my phone app calculator and confirm that I have too much change and make a note to return it. I’m trying to use the bathroom in a building (maybe movie place) there is another person in the room with me and he is strange, younger boy, maybe high school age. Something is different about him though, like he could be a monster or something? Seems mostly harmless. I think I have a hard time using the bathroom and so does he (shy kidneys?). This process may be repeated once more until I get it right. I notice an elevator and a girl on it, but “she” has a penis? I can see it because her/his clothes are red fish nets, reminds me of Lykinia from the Spartacus series S1. I put something into her fishnet dress and remind her to be careful, the computer she is going to see knows everything and it is very hard to trick it. Even if you go into the bathroom and don’t need to go, it will know? Odd. I think someone else agrees with me on this and I find myself talking to some older guy. He’s not exactly friendly, but we speak for a few moments, for some reason something I say makes him bring up sex in the hotel, and he is talking about how he can have a good 10 stay if the angle is right. I think to myself at this point that I don’t really want to have sex. Just seems like it would be a drag (maybe bc it would be with a stranger?) I not sure of the chronology here, but I’m in a kitchen, a professional kitchen. I’m working there as a chef (my old job) and things are busy. I think it is getting time for the crew to clean things up and there are so many things on the table. This scene could have come before the movie scene? I seem to know a few of the people I’m working with.