Long dream in which I ask people to explain why they should live

Date: 8/25/2019

I’m drunk but don’t remember drinking anything. I’m in my underwear and there’s snow on the ground. Everyone is trying to fight me. My balance and vision are skewed. I walk into a house and a stranger is there and I start mumbling “I’m sorry, this is the wrong house!” But I can’t seem to leave. There are piles of laundry and clothes hangers I keep stumbling over. The mom / stranger who lives there looks like a girl I knew in high school. I’m back outside. I accuse someone of stealing from me because everything I own is missing. They turn a silvery color, or become transparent like glass and they have a smirk. I try to break them. I’m in a backyard, my ex is bragging about their new partner. I see a woman with long hair and set it on fire telekinetically. She goes inside a house, screaming and I can see her burning through a window. I’m in a classroom, lucid, I tell a group of people that I don’t even see why I shouldn’t kill them all. That I can easily do it, and, anymore, I don’t even need an emotional reason to do it. A boy replied, “I’m not sure if I can answer your question, I need more information about your character’s motivation.” As though I were role playing.