Soulmates

Date: 1/11/2018

I was sitting with these two girls in front of me. They were so nice and sweet. We were just chilling and talking, I believe there was a big sunset in front of us that was beautiful. We were all just sitting so close, I think I was holding both their hands, or touching them in some form. That touch just felt good, like a comfortable bond. We were talking about soulmates and how we'd find ours. It seemed like the 2 girls wanted each other to be soulmates but I told them to think about it. I told them "imagine having your soulmate, and having your friend too!". In that moment, I realised something. I don't want looks, money, materialistic things.. I just want to find my people like I did in that dream with who I can be myself with, who I can feel that good and comfortable with. It's hard to describe but it felt like I was finally home, I was surging with excitement! Even I thought about it, having my perfect partner, my soulmate with me. I'd be the happiest man alive, and I'm only 16. Having a soulmate along with great friends.. it all just sounded so great. The dream kinda switched up here I was in this room with Jack, Daniel, Jeremy, chase (music class), and some girls from like year 8. On Jeremy's phone were my notes? I thought he'd read them but he respected my privacy and didn't. Jeremy is really unpredictable because of his personality but deep down he's a man of honour. We had these arrangements to sleep on the couch. Daniel Jack and someone else would sleep on the first couch, and I would be on the second couch with someone else. The girls slept on the third couch. I was in this room earlier when they told me that, and when I came back, the first and second couch were conjoined. Daniel and Jack were sitting together, and chase was sitting in the other corner of the conjoined couch. Jeremy went and sat next to chase, and I was about to do that too. My area of the couch was right next to the girls area. Emma with that long neck in yr8 was sitting there right next to my end of the couch. I was going to sit there with Jeremy but decided that I didn't wanna seem like I was following him? So I ended up sitting next to Daniel. dunno why I did that tho. maybe I didn't wanna seem clingy lmao he's not my bf this shits weird