Lucid sleep paralysis and flying

Date: 3/11/2019

My dream started when I fell back asleep in the early morning. And I felt myself slowly drifting to sleep and hoped I would have sleep paralysis. Then I felt my body turn in bed onto its side and then being pulled slowly off the bed and falling onto the floor and feeling the carpet against my face. Then I was pulled through my bedroom door into the living area and across the hardwoods and up the wall. I could see my father sitting on my couch watching TV but he did not notice me. As I was lifted onto the wall I knew what would come next which was to throw me across the room. I was thrown across the room however, I had some control and it wasn’t as a blunt throw as it was in my past dreams. The dark figure who threw me was hidden, he reappeared and killed two people who appeared in my room. I pushed them away, and then was dragged into my bathroom and the door shut, the lights didn’t work and I tried locking the door but his black hand reached from under my door and pulled at me. The door flew open and he was under my bed- I decided just to go along with everything bc it was going to happen either way. Once I submitted and accepted what it was doing, it didn’t appear to have control over me and didn’t want anything to do with me. I was pulled under my bed which turned into a black hole and I was then in a beautiful city, walking with a woman. The woman had leashes velcroed to my feet. I then tried to fly and realized I could but the leashes only allowed me to go so far. One fell off and the woman told me that it was okay to keep doing what I’m doing but I have to make sure I have it tied in correctly. She almost was treating me as if she was in charge of me. She was nice about it so I re-tied my right foot into the device and went back into the sky. I was flying over electric lines and then flew as high as the night time into the Stars- the Stars were all around me condensed and 3D. It felt like a movie because music would play, very loudly, of songs I have heard but never knew the lyrics to. I identified the lyrics as being correct. I wanted to keep going further into the sky but knew I couldn’t bc of the leashes. After I came back down there was a blonde woman standing next to the other woman. She told me that that was all the fun I could have for now, that I need to focus my life on going back to being a RN. I felt very disappointed bc all I wanted to do was fly in the sky. I then asked her if she was my subconscious and she said yes. Then I flew away. Next I was sitting at a table- people were celebrating me. Everyone was having a good time- I was wearing a black costume mask. One woman started singing to me, an old song that I cannot remember now, but the song was so accurate and lyrics perfect that it started to make me cry. I was aware that I was dreaming but I was amazed at how music could sound so perfect in my dream, as if I had the radio playing. I was completely aware. Sometime in between this dream I did have to wake myself up to make sure I was still laying in my bed. I opened my eye and then closed it and slipped back into the dream. This was the best dream I have had in a long time.