Am I bi??? I thought I confirmed I was straight!!!

Date: 8/11/2019

By maddiebyerly05

I had a dream that we were at a band thing but it turned into a cheering thing. People were chanting stuff and eventually Alexis McClain came towards me and we were chanting together. After the chant was over, she was on top of me. It was great and we started at each other for a good 30 seconds. Then her girlfriend came and got a little mad and surprised. I used to be best friends with her girlfriend. But part of the dream after that was a little fuzzy. After that fuzzy part, I remember that Alexis turned into Leilani. I was putting my band stuff away cause the whole cheering and chanting thing was over (I remember Tristan cheering btw). But Leilani was waiting for me outside with Brenna. I was taking forever but when I finally got out there I apologized for taking so long. Lei said "it's fine, nobody's in a hurry" and Brenna said "I am, I'm late" and ran to her car. But then Leilani and I walked to a car and someone else was driving. On the way over to the car, she had her arm around me and said we should talk about what happened, meaning what actually happened with Alexis. We got in the car and she told me to think about it. Then we got to her house and decided that we would walk to my house. So I walked there with no shoes and Lei only had socks. She asked if I had shoes and I said yeah. Then I changed it to no and she just ignored it. Then on the way to my house I remember her saying that she wanted just one cigarette from me. I said "so how come you get to yell at savanna everytime she smokes, but when you smoke, it's all good?" I don't remember her answer. I think she just shrugged. Then we finally got to me house. We were in my room for a minute and she said something about "smoking it backwards." I assumed it had something to do with me taking a hit off it and blowing it into her mouth as we kissed but I wasn't sure so I asked her to clarify when we got outside. So she went into my grandmas room with Braelyne and I tried to use the toilet that was oddly on the middle part of the stairs. And i was smoking too. When she walked out of the room I threw the cigarette in the toilet and somehow flushed with it being in the middle of the stairs. Then I remember a part where William Bowman was at a really nice house. He said he was still getting his stuff in there. I thought that meant he was moving in there and I looked at the house and just said "what?" And that's when he said it was his friends house. I remember Leilani was with me and Alexis Bowman was there too. That's all I remember from my dream right now.