Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 11/2/2016
By Fitful
In the dream I had traveled back to my own past. I was given a new identity, and there were two girls with me, and three guys. It was a small group but it was led very strictly. My new name was Si. (It actually was Si Ball, but it was written in Chinese. Apparently in the dream I could pick up languages fast. I then proceeded to learn Chinese after learning what my new name would be. I hated the last name. Ball. Seriously) I met a guy, who apparently in the future I had dated before, maybe. Anyway he was fascinated with me, and I with him. I trusted him, a bit more than anyone else which wasn't much compared to some people but was a lot for me. He was soft and gentle with me, let me keep my secrets. He didn't know I was from the future. We weren't human, the lot of us. I think they, the boys, were vampires. They very Uber macho dominant male centric. The leader wasn't exactly happy about this guy meeting me, let alone falling for me. Whenever we spent time together he was crazy angry. I recall he drowned my guy in a lake once. The guy revived but still. The first time he threw his weight around was with me, he forced me to my knees and was being all bossy, the other guys his wingman helped. That when I called them vampires and sorta talked my way around why I had objection to their authority. I kept, almost against my will challenging it, which was normal behavior really, and they kept knocking me down. In the end I submitted to their rules because I was in their reality. Even tho their rules were dumb. And I didn't agree with their right to authority. Anyway this guy was fascinated because I wasn't human either, but different race. I could out run him in the forest, but underwater he could outwit me. I think my hair was white. We lounged in my new apartment, ate ice cream for dinner and talked softly. He recognized I just needed to feel safe, which is why I was so timid about having a relationship. He didn't even touch me really, we just lounged on the bed (the only thing in the apartment) and he sorta played with my hair. Like with one finger. I briefly threw my tablet in the freezer because the battery had burned the back of it. There was an issue with the freezer, it wasn't set to the right temperature, I had just moved into that apartment, I was afraid the ice cream sandwiches he brought for us would freeze too hard. I had two cell phones, one for the new identity, and my old one. The old one was red, the new white. My tablet was black. He still wasn't aware of my new identity, I knew in the future he was Miranda, my ex. I think. The Miranda in the future in this dream was blonde headed and curly and sweet. In reality Miranda is seriously not those things. So I'm not really sure who was who in this dream. There was also something sinister about him and his group of guys. I remember dark waters and a call, like some supernatural loudspeaker call to everywhere. In it were the images of skulls. The taste of ash.