Performance

Date: 9/2/2018

I was supposed to play flute for this play/performance (a thing I generally do know how to do in real life) but I did not have any sheet music and they changed the set list at the last minute. I was also sat several rooms away from the performance. I came into the right room and sat at a round table. There was a takeout container of food there, I guess it was mine? The show had already started. My boyfriend was sitting next to me and trying to start up a conversation. Then he started pickingat the food on the table. I was trying to keep up with when I was supposed to play. I hadn’t played a note yet and songs kept going by. I asked my boyfriend to be quiet and not eat my food. He points out that he’s eating bits of chicken that I don’t eat, being vegetarian, and gets really angry/defensive. I want to cry because that’s not the point. I’m just having a hard time with this performance anyway and don’t want to be distracted