Pregnant and Detached

Date: 10/24/2021

I had a dream where I was pregnant and gave birth to a baby girl. I remember giving birth to her. She came out very easily. Like there no pain and I remember the doctors handing her to me. She was very slimy and white. However I did not want her. I was very detached from her. And idk if it was postpartum depression. But in the dream I remember putting her in the crib and I forgot all about her. For whatever reason Meg The Stallion was visiting our home. (In the dream it was my old home). But yeah she was visiting and we cooked for her and showed her around. Somehow two days have passed and I forgot ALL about my baby. I went upstairs to check on her and somehow she was still alive. I looked at her and rubbed her cheek. And I felt so bad because I did not love her. I was far from ready to have a kid and yet there was one right in front of me. She was precious but she was not wanted.