Ex

Date: 5/12/2019

Dreamt about BH last night. He came over to visit? Seems like it was Christmas. BUT he came with his current gf. I was a little surprised and also a sad kind of happy. We sat on the sofa and with his gf beside, clinging on to him all the while. It was kind of weird, but then we were was very understanding with one another. We talked about people and stuff. Then he said something about Christmas being important to him because it was when we met then. Felt like there was still love (probably my own manifestation.) I started to get hopeful again. But then realised it was more a nostalgia kind of feeling. Kind of bitter sweet. Anw the apartment I was living in was gorgeous. Like a long room. Very spacious, mostly white. A little industrial feel to it.