two of me?

Date: 8/28/2017

a couple of days ago I had a dream I was in Minecraft with my family but it was strange I was there with a guy who seemed a bit scared I was behind him trying to calm his nerves but it didn't work I ended up kissing him softly on the cheek he jumped a little bit then he ran away I woke up and realized that it was me I'm scared of that but the other person was me too I tried to decifer if I had two parts of me one that's scared of relationship and the other one that wants one