From sexy fun to my worst nightmare

Date: 6/8/2017

I finally have the chance to have some alone time with my boyfriend after him being away working for a month let him tie me to our bed and he starts going down on me I close my eyes and when I open them again it's not him but my extremely cruel and abusing ex I try to get away before he cuts me open like a fish but my hands are still tied and right before I die from blood loss I wake up. What the fuck is wrong with my dreams 😰😰😰