kind of a fever dream tbh

Date: 2/17/2022

- i woke up in my dream and you said it was really raining there and you wish you lived in LA. i looked at my weather app and it said it was “scampy” out, like -200, but also hot out??? - this kitten was making mini m&m and milk cereal and cut up a banana and cooked it to look like a paw pastry and put it on top of the cereal and ate it with a spoon sitting on a chair like a human and i was wondering if it should be eating chocolate before i went back to sleep at 7am: - i was with 2-3 other ppl and one of them had down syndrome i think and was filling up this glass jar with red sand and water very seriously - ppl threw a baby? far through a fire pit in this giant arena (or backyard?) for the “fire test” and it hit the wall hard after and we could hear its head hit and saw its neck bend weird. this was a memory though we were seeing a lucid flashback of and we knew them irl later on i think and they were normalish i think idk - i was staying at one of my mom’s friend’s cabin (i think nanette) and my mom’s friend (i think alison) wanted to stay there too but i was like no wtf and my mom’s friends were trying to cover for me - i was making taquitos and it said on the box you could ask to make 5 taquitos yourself with dough they sent if you emailed them - this girl started this extra class/club for ppl and then it got more serious and we had been cheating off each other and she was super serious about it. then this one girl tried to leave and she wouldn’t let her, so then she tried again and she killed her. we didn’t see her die though, we just hadn’t seen or heard from her and then started realizing how much of a cult this really was. the girl leading it then said she would find and kill anyone who tried to leave. then she said she was making dinner and then she served it and it was the girl that tried to run away foot but she fried it. i planned how to run away and eventually did it, but then i noticed she was hacking my spotify kinda and it was sending me a notification like do you want to share your location and so she was finding my location with it then i woke up