Date: 6/8/2024
By wahblamy
I definitely don't remember all of it but the first part I remember, I am in my bedroom at what I think is my childhood home in Sydney. It's a little different and kind of feels like my brother's now family home because I sense I am only staying for a few days. I go into my room and my mattress is on the floor which feels comfy, and there is something to do with clothes, like all I brought were pink clothes or everyone was only wearing pink all weekend or something. I had to go into my room to sort out my clothes. There was also a sense in this room that there were no windows, or it was dark and a little claustrophobic, lower ceilings, smaller space. I was in the room when Luna and my mom came to the door. Luna started playing with some toys and I could tell she just wanted to be near me. Next scene, I am walking down the street with Luna on my back, it feels fun and happy. Almost instantly, up ahead I see two "crazy men". In real life I am not afraid of people like this at all, I know how to handle it. I moved past the first one and the second one was asking me about printing or a library or something. I explained where he could go and he kept needing more clarity or a better answer. I could sense it was not about the library, it was about taking up my time. I said good luck and kept walking with my girl. I now had two axes in my hand and it felt like I maybe found them and wanted to prevent these two men from being able to find them as Luna and I walked away from them? I was like these are good axes, a weapon to some, a tool to others, I will hold them and hide them. So then as I'm walking I get to a place that seems old fashioned and I find someone and ask them to hide the axes, when I look down at the axes, they no longer have an edge on them and are basically handles. A young woman helps me anyways and we put them beneath a set of 3 steps going up to a deck outside a house or shop. Next I am back at the house but I am on the deck (which is like my dad's deck) and mom, Luc, Vanessa and Luna are all a part of this. It's a family affair. This part I have trouble remembering but I think that Luc is expressing how he has been eating too much and not going on any adventures! He describes the things he has lined up for the summer and what he is excited about and who he is going to see. In the morning, I reflected on this as Luc's ED coming to the surface. He and I both are experiencing inertia. All my love. The end.