Married?

Date: 8/3/2017

Reading letter from a woman. She got a good word and wants me to visit her shop about selling my stuff. Ceremony was supposed to be quick. Cheyenne sick in bed. Sheri next to her. Chey doesn't want to be there, but she is glad for the attention. Graveyard. Talking. I want to be buried next to my love, but the graves are so close together. I am asking to be buried in a row between old graves. The pattern. I am in R.E.M. Sleep. Can feel my eyes moving like they are reading very quickly. Pattern is almost like partial letters flying by. My sister is gone. I am getting bags together. She has one or didhave one. Trying to find everything. Chey is gone too I find her. My sister and Mom are waiting to marry military prisoners who are supposed to arrive. Big crowd. I find Chey. I ask her "Both of them"? Yes. But the men don't show up. Mom and Sheri get on the bus without them. I am so sad for them, and think there may got be a chance. Their bus is pulling away. A gas truck pulls up and a gas line to hook up comes off lying in the dirt. The bus is across the street turning around. The men weren't on the gas truck. But there is another bus in the woods. They must be in that. People get for and walk past no idea what they should look like. Baby bunnies in a bag emptied in to shopping cart. They have fleas, but have to care for them. Small camel. Men passing. A snall alligator or large salamander keeps trying big to eat me. I beat it back into the creek.