Plot to Kill Me at Castle/Ocean Trip

Date: 6/25/2020

We were at a castle surrounded by ocean. My youngest brother was there, he just pulled through after becoming extremely sick and coming very close to death. I was surprised to see him out. He looked weak and defeated and it broke my heart just to look at him. But I felt overjoyed that he survived. And also extremely overprotective and terrified that if anything happened to him he would be pushed back over the edge and fall ill again. During our time at the castle/ocean there was this overwhelming feeling of lawlessness and knowledge that some people there were willing to kill others, and nothing could be done about it. I carried pepper spray with me. Eventually a situation arose where me and others were surrounded by one woman and three men who wanted to kill us. I had my pepper spray in hand but when I tried to push the top part down, it didn't spray, only dribbled out and covered my hand. Immediately everyone noticed that I was trying to pepper spray everyone and it didn't work, so they moved in on me. I somehow escape and the girl is following me. When she catches up to me we get into a physical fight. I eventually get out of her grasp and run away, looking for help. This cycle continues over and over. I'm trying to find my friends but I can't find them anywhere. I finally think I get away from that girl and peer out one of the castle windows. Everyone is chilling in the ocean having a good time. I wanted to swim so bad, the water looked so nice. I grabbed onto this thing that was like a moving part of the castle that would bring me down into the ocean quickly and safely. It moved out into the water and slowly lowered. I hung on tight. The piece I was on eventually broke off and I landed into a boat on the surface.