Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 11/8/2017
By Nuclear
It's a dream I had this morning but Im writing this just now, at night before going to sleep. Hopefully I can recall the details. Dream starts and I'm sitting in the hall of my old primary school, with my friends who are 17-19. It was me and 1 fat friend and the rest were girls, obviously... Since it's my brain, in the dream I sit on the floor and I watch from 1 meter away, the one I love and some other girl sitting on each side of him, touching his arms and flirting with him. It really hurt... But I endured it. Forgot to mention but, the halls which I remember dark and not very pretty were now painted in vivid green and yellow colors and there were windows that allowed the shining sun in, it really felt like a picnic in the wild there, it was comfy. So, me, painfully watching the one I love smirred all over an ugly dude, I decided to kick back, lay on my back and relax, I closed my eyes... It was all very yellow, the sun rays were bright and filled the whole building in an unnatural beautiful way. Im tryina relax and suddenly I feel someone hitting my chest, I ignore it... Maybe it was by mistake and there's no need to be concerned, few moments later it happened again, I felt a leg kicking my chest area, I open my eyes... Super pissed now that they ruined my mood, I see a 12 year old kid, he's the brother of some girl who was in primary school with me. I look at him like: "the fuck's your problem?" And he just gives me a hateful annoying look and attempt to step on my chest as I'm looking g at him, now.. I'm a pretty large boy already, I didn't want to break him or anything but I was super pissed after seeing my luv flirt with a guy in front of me, I grabbed his foot as it was about to hit me again, pulled it pretty hard with the intent of making him drop to the floor, to my level. He falls down and I get on top of him, with my arm on his chest I get close to his face... I was very mad; "I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM BUT YOU BETTER KNOCK THAT SHIT OFF". I let him go, the bell rang and I got into class... I was holding a bag of food.. I think it was shawarma or pizza inside it... It had 2 name labels on it, one girl and one guy. I assumed I should hand it over to them. It felt pretty nostalgic seeing that old classroom, there was some messy shit going g on with my homeroom teacher telling me to sit down already as I was looking those 2 people to hand over the food... I just smiled and told her it's OK and it will take just a second. I found the girl and handed it to her.. The classroom door opens and I see my first grade homeroom teacher, you can't imagine how excited I was, I absolutely love her to this day.. She was the best teacher with a golden smile. She acted like she didn't see me for a long time and I just smiled at her :) She called me over to her classroom, apperantly the kid I raged at told her that I threatened to hit him or something.. We go in her classroom, a lot of little kids there.. Smiling and laughing, she asks him if it was me who did that to him and he pointed at me and said yes. The teacher looks at me with an insuring smile ; "This sweety will never do something violent, he's been a nice boy ever since he was little". Oh shit I forgot to mention again but... This entire time she had a fucking parrot on her shoulder (A Green Darara) I don't know why, maybe because I used to own one long time ago. Back to the topic, I raise my hands like I'm going to humbly confess and I say; "wait wait.. I did kind of trip him over at the end but you should ask him why was he stepping on my chest for no reason at all, I was in a bad mood and I acted in a wrong way but he's the villan here, not me" I sit in the middle of the class, beside some cute brown desks, on a puffy mattress and just smile at her... She seem to understand and she knew that, as an adult I'm telling her the complete true story, she turned to him and started talking... Maybe she was scolding him... I don't know. Shortly after, I woke up.