border nightmare

Date: 1/28/2017

I lost my grandma on Dec 4th, 2016. I had a dream a few nights ago that I went home (6 hours away from my current address) for a holiday. My granny was alive, normal fine and happy as can be. I started crying and freaking out, yelling and asking everyone that she died, she was dead, I remember her funeral! No believed me and told me that I had dreamed it all, granny was fine...healthy and living her life. I couldn't stop crying and repeating that she died, she was gone...everyone started yelling at me, telling me I was crazy. I ran out of granny's house to be alone but she followed me and told me she really did die and came back, that no one else remembered because she didn't want them to be sad. I woke up after and I'm still lost on my feelings about this dream. I haven't talked to my mom (my granny's eldest daughter) about this yet...but it's making sleeping difficult.