Apples & tomatoes

Date: 7/18/2020

I was in a weird house with big gardens, with different fenced areas & there were apple trees everywhere. I wanted to pick some, but they were too high. Then I spotted some giant tomatoes & went to pick some. When I got there, they were giant tomatoes & growing out of the ground & the walls - almost like a fungus! I was picking them & underneath they were really rotten with worms coming out of them & I was saying, it’s fine, we will just cut that bit off & the rest of the tomato will be perfect for juicing! There was the most humongous bit tomato that I pulled out of the wall & there were loads of worms coming out of it, but it was as if it was normal.. Later I was woken by something in my dream which shocked me & I realised I’d had a physical ‘fight/flight’ reaction & my limbs were tingling with adrenaline. I dozed back off, but started to feel the most intense waves of energy hitting my body from the left side, i became aware & I began to feel myself lifting out of my body. I feel I was a few cm above, I was trying to push myself to let go & let it happen, but I freaked out again & my fear stopped it. - Today, i had several elements of this dream show up.. first I went to visit my cousins gf & we went & sat in the garden. It was a a big house, but the garden had been separated in to different areas with fences & as we sat there, she said “oh look, we have an apple tree over there! Just around the corner there was an apple tree, but the apples were too high to reach! Later when I got home, I noticed one of the tomatoes on the windowsill looked a bit soft, when I picked it up, it was flat at the bottom, like the shape of the one in my dream & totally rotten! A friend also mentioned she was microdosing on mushrooms, which I’ve just realised was also referenced, as the tomatoes were growing like fungus in the dream.