Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 4/18/2019
By levinelover
Michelle’s brother josh was telling me a fucked up story through a glass front door. I didn’t really wanna role play or get into it so I just tapped on the door with my nails and zoned out. I was got reeaally horny. I was gonna masturbate to details on what it felt like to be raped. I wanted to hear how it physically felt and emotionally. I was even considering messaging and asking Michelle or Steph to describe details to me while I masturbated to it. I searched a story on google instead because I knew neither of them would tell me for the reasons I wanted them too. I started reading a blog post about a girl who said she was raped at Bloor-Yonge. As I was reading it getting ready to touch myself, a friend of mine came to the door of the room and said “i bet you wanna fulfill your fantasies, what’s there to do when the one who wants to fulfill them is a woman”. She must’ve said that because I’m straight, and immediately I thought fuck yes and was thinking I could maybe set her up with Jonah and watch him constually rape her, or watch them have sex, or ask her details about her rape story. Then she said “what’s there to do when you like girls, but I’ve seen how you talk about them” pulling out a sword. Oh my god she wanted to kill me.. she saw messages that Josh had sent me about girls being raped and thought she should slay me because of it.