Gay

Date: 8/14/2018

At a school dance and everyone kept asking who I had a crush on and M said ‘I’m so gay and over this’ I said honestly I think I’m gay too. I was saying it because I was annoyed with everyone else but then M thought I was serious so I just thought maybe I’ll give it a go actually. I was dressed up in school spirit clothing and had pigtails with glitter gell in my bangs left over from a sorority dance. I felt like I was dressed ridiculously. We walked out of the bathroom and I saw P walk by. I felt free. Then we kept getting covered in filth or slim or some other form of unpleasant substance somehow. Walked by Kristen Stewart and both said ‘she’s so cool’. Got covered in slim after falling down a big hill. Came up to a bleacher and imitated the cheerleaders in a funny way. Everyone loved it. In the end I felt completely at peace and ready to walk out of that school. I wasn’t sure if I was gay or not but I thought to myself I prefer being happy whatever that is and it’s a spectrum anyway.