Still Missing You

Date: 1/21/2017

I was in bed with my ex of three months and it wasn't anything too adult or sexual (i.e sex). My face was buried in his neck as I hugged him tightly, not wanting this to end. His arms were slightly around me, but also kind of distant. I hug him tighter and then proceed to kiss him (not too long. Less than a minute. I feel my stomach and heart flutter) and go back to my original spot. He puts one or both arms around me (lightly) and cranes his neck slightly upwards. He says, "you know this isn't what you need/want. You know it was for the best"