Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 11/1/2016
By augerbil
SCENE 1 I was at school for an English lesson. At some point I stand up and sit next to a friend of mine. Then a classmate of mine does the same. The two of them were involved in some romantic thing in real life. The English class ends and we head back home. I walk along the way with a girl I know. Then she says goodbye and turns another way. I go to a hotel I'm staying at. Before opening the door, a kitten is sniffing it, probably looking for his mother, I figure. I open the hotel door, trying to lead him inside, and so happens. I try to lead the kitten inside my room, too, but after a while he disappears and I return to the entrance of the hotel, and go outside. I see he's with his mother. I get back inside the hotel and head for my room, but I stop halfway the staircase. I look down and realize I am topless, not even wearing a bra. Some dude I knew in real life, who died 1 year ago, looks at me through the window and starts laughing. He points at me and tells his friends to come see. They start laughing as well. I put a t-shirt on and go outside. SCENE 2 I'm looking for the guys who laughed at me, but I can't find them anywhere. I try to return to the hotel, but it disappeared. Someone tells me they're rebuilding it somewhere else. I go to the site. I see this building, it looks ancient, it's unstable and it's leaning on a side. Some men are working there. One of them is making a lot of noise and complaining a lot. His boss scolds him. I walk up to him and ask him what's up. "I'm trying to tell them that we're doing it wrong, that this thing is gonna collapse soon," he tells me. "Yeah, it does look like it's learning on a side," I reply after taking a glance at it, again. The scenario disappears and I'm in the room of that man, which looks like mine, just a little bit different. SCENE 3 // This part of the dream is utterly disconnected from the rest and it's filled with negative emotions: anxiety, sadness and such. // I'm on my phone, reading a group chat on Whatsapp. I don't remember much about the messages I was reading. Then he says: "[...] that girl ;)" I get jealous, thinking he might have had someone else already. I go on Facebook to see who this girl is, but I can't find his profile. I find a new, weird looking one, instead, which looks like it's reserved only for him and his close friends. I go back to reading the group chat and he mentions the fact that he hasn't been very well, because of his problems and also because of that girl, and he decided to delete his profile, along with other social media's. I get worried about him and decide I have to contact him, even though I haven't for some time. I go to his new Facebook profile and try to send him a message, but my phone warns me I gotta install Messenger to do so. // Which is actually funny, because I don't have Messenger installed on my phone for real, and if I ever wanted to send a message to someone on Facebook, I'd have to download it. // I try to install Messenger, but every app I try seems to be the wrong one. I get very frustrated and anxious. I decide to contact him on Whatsapp, in the end. I don't remember the conversation, but I remember these messages I sent him: "I'm here if you ever need help." "I'm here for you." "Remember that I care for you." "I love you." The last message, I sent it like a hundred times. I'm not joking. It's something I'd never even do in real life, if I ever contacted him again. Even though it'd be honest. 100% honest. The dream ends.