was I lost?

Date: 7/1/2016

By melserirae

in my dream I was hiding Ina tent for the longest time, I'm sure we had. even playing around forever so I don't think that initially I had been hiding in the tent. I am pretty sure I had been playing in tents like I was a kid and I went from tent to tent to tent, but once I was in the last tent I was in I feel like I was only ever in that tent, there were rips in the tent. in the bottom where it attached to the tarp part, so I couldn't focus on the tarp, all I could see was the whole were the grass poked through, and the light dancing like day and night were passing through it over n over. I'd suddenly remem er someone yelled snake, and it seemed like everyone was hiding in tents. idk what the rest of the tent looked like, or how I got out of the tent but I do recall constantly trying to find the holes, like rattlesnakes would kill u. I remember thinking that the only tent with holes was mine, and that we were going to die. then I realized before I could ask, by just a face someone gave me that the rattlesnake is not deadly. so I looked out the window, the weather had always been early morning when I had seen, so it was very grey outside... the snake was trying to get into the kitchen the person in the tent with me had said. I realized it was a mess hall, Im not sure if we were camping or not but in the dream I was certain that we were where I thought we were every time I thought it, fairgrounds, camping, a camp, somewhere else... I'm not sure if I knew that it was a mess hall in the dream, once sunrise had passed completely, and the sun was just a little past exactly the middle of the sky, so technicality sun down was beginning, I decided I had no time to waste, and for the first time I didn't look out of the holes but through the window, I saw the doorstep the snake was on, n knew it was a mess hall, n looked past it. there never was a snake, it was a gray stripped cats tail I had mistaken, it was all I had to see to know I was mistaken and before I got out of the tent I saw that the cat had jumped and I think the cat flipped to kiss a butterfly instead of eat it, I didn't look again at the cat once out of the tent because before I knew it they were in the shadows. like night came. I was already on my way anyway, like I was running from the night. the cat was just a shadow by then but I could see the butterfly out of the corner of my eye. so I knew I hadn't mistaken that detail as I passed. I passed to quickly to see the details of the cats colors but the cat was flipping still to strangely play with the butterfly, I was Ina hurry I saw no door in the door step they were on but the car parked next to them instead by the time I knew where I was there was a slide instead of stairs, and if that wasn't weird enough, there was water running but I was already naked by the time I got down the stairslide I was in the room where the shower was, before I could really pay attention to the shower I noticed a roll of tickets that were not wet. once u grabbed one, u couldn't stop pulling them as u ran everywhere n the roll seemed never ending, I felt horrible because they were sopping wet n probably wasted. but the ticket taker to a group that she explained the sign meant rape victims but it was terribly long and abbreviated, I'm not sure how she got that, I went back to check. that's when I noticed the tickets hung n u seemed to be tricked to take them. no the sign made no sense nor the tickets. I couldn't get the sign out of my head. I couldn't take more tickets because someone else was, I was breifly glad I didn't because I'm not sure what I'd have done with as many strands of wet tickets as I had tents.... which were both weird fortunately before I could think more the lady with the group standing next to the person explaining the group had an empty bowl. by the time I put all of mine in the empty bowl was half filled. the metal folding seats were half filled too and jammed into the room with enough space between them only to walk sideways through. a person at front I didn't get to see what was behind them as the bowl was handed to me it broke my concentration as they took the tickets they said to get my first number n the person behind me wondered how I'd find it before they could sneer at how long I took it was the first one I looked for, reached in, spreading apart the sopping ticket strand. two. I didnt sit down I woke up just before I woke up I saw the person in line behind me had alot of sopping tickets too but maybe not as many as me maybe