Date: 3/28/2018
By WhimsicalDreamer
I was in my elementary school in 8th grade (with people from my current school who I wouldn't meet until I reached highschool) One of them was a ginger names Jesus and he was my boyfriend in my dream. He kept calling me baby or babe or something else and we were texting a lot and he kept drawing things for me. He was being super cute and what not when finally we were going to lunch. They did a presentation on how to deal with bloody situations which was odd because everyone was eating and when would we ever encounter these situations. Finally I got up to leave and Jesus followed me walking me to the blacktop where he was kind of flirting with me in a sweet way. He seemed like he wanted to follow me as I walked over to my friends but I told him it was okay if he went to hang out with his friends. I walked towards my friends who were playing a weird game with a ball that I eventually got the hang of after watching them. When a man came to me grabbed me roughly and pulled me away from the crowd and I knew he wanted to hurt me he told me to follow him and my friends shook their heads and I screamed no really loud and everyone on the black top turned to see. I told him I wouldn't go with him and walked back to where my friends were but I knew that man would hurt me when he saw me again. Suddenly all the students were rounded up into straight lines where we were supposed to play the game my friends made up but we were split into groups with people we didn't know. I ended up being on the field with Jesus and he was waving at me and I did the same happy I wasn't completely alone. When suddenly another announcement was make that we were in danger to run to the nearest building the huge crowd of kids ran towards the school building and he was carried out by the crowds. On the field there was a couple of metal buildings where there was playground equipment stored and I ran towards them. I made it across the field and into the buildings and locked myself in and I noticed there was a few kids in there with me. There was a small square window on the door that was opening and closing due to the wind and I looked through it seeing a van full of people in costumes many of them were clowns others were animals. A clown with an automatic military gun was approaching the window and Everytime it closed and opened the clown was closing the distance between itself and the window. As it came closer I knew it saw me and I noticed it wasn't makeup the clowns face was really deformed and bloody. when it's eye was on the other side of the little window I slammed the door open hitting it in the face and then I opened the door and ran towards the office building which J knew had metallic doors that had to be buzzed open as well as metal bars for Gates to get in and out. I made the mistake of looking back and saw the clowns we're following me as I made it to the office I had lost them but I knew they were close behind as I tried to push the door open I looked towards the office but they didn't let me in. In desperation I climbed the fence and started looking for somewhere to hide and used the walls that were pretty close to climb up and hide in a hollow space in the ceiling. (Something I can't do in real life) Finally the clowns and animals caught up and spread out looking for me and they were about to leave after not finding me but then it slowly looked up and saw me. It was the clown that I had hit with the door of the storage unit. At that point I wanted to cry and beg for my life but it gestured for me to come down saying, "If you don't come down I'll shoot you down." I jumped down landing on it and started punching it and eventually grabbed a knife from it's belt and stabbed it a couple of times in the chest and then finishing it off by slitting it's throat. I got up my hands shaking but I didn't drop the knife. I looked around and noticed twoore clowns had got into the small space and we're looking at me in shock so I ran towards them jumping over the clowns dead body and doing parkour over the walls. I elbowed one of the clowns in the face and brought the other one down in a tight triangle lock with my legs. Then I grabbed a gun from one of their holsters and shot the one I had knocked out with my elbow with one bullet execution style. Then just as I was gonna shoot the other one who I had in a triangle lock it stopped struggling and I noticed it's nails had clawed and cut through my thighs but it's neck was red with a vein popping out and I didn't feel it's pulse anymore. I got up and looked up towards the camera of the office and glared, pissed off that they didn't help me, I shot the camera and then I woke up.
AI generated interpretation This dream appears to be a reflection of your fears and anxieties manifesting in a vivid and intense way. The initial setting of the dream, being in your elementary school but in 8th grade, may symbolize a sense of familiarity and security being juxtaposed with the unknown and potentially dangerous elements that surface later in the dream. The presence of Jesus, your boyfriend figure in the dream, symbolizes a source of comfort and support in the midst of chaos and danger, as he offers you affection and protection. However, as the dream progresses, it is evident that even this source of comfort is not enough to shield you from the threat that emerges. The violent and disturbing imagery of the clowns and animals terrorizing you and your peers likely represents a deep-seated fear of harm and vulnerability. The presence of the gun-wielding clown, in particular, is a powerful symbol of a threatening and distorted external force that is seeking to harm or control you. Your actions in the dream, fighting back against the clowns and ultimately defeating them, reflect a sense of empowerment and resilience in the face of adversity. By taking control of the situation and actively defending yourself, you are reclaiming agency and asserting your strength and survival instincts. The themes of betrayal and disappointment come into play as well, as you feel let down by the lack of assistance from others, including the office camera symbolizing a higher authority or surveillance that fails to intervene. This may point to feelings of isolation or abandonment in times of need. Overall, this dream suggests a complex interplay of fear, courage, defiance, and a struggle for survival amidst threatening forces. It may be helpful to reflect on any current sources of stress or anxiety in your waking life that could be contributing to these intense dream themes. Engaging in self-care practices and seeking support from trusted individuals can help address and process these emotions.