Pregnant and Baby

Date: 2/4/2018

Had a dream I was pregnant (probably starting around November and actually giving birth sometimes in the summer - someone said the baby was premature but not by too much). It was not an unhappy or scary thing, and no one seemed mad at me for being 15/16 and having a baby. I had a baby girl (Dean was the dad) and I believe her name was Lucy. Dignity and Ahna were both there while I was pregnant and after I had the baby at some point. I can’t remember much about being pregnant or having the baby, but I believe I went on some sort of trip with Dig, Ahna, Dean, PJ, and Colin and that’s when I told them all. Can’t remember how my mom and grandmother found out but most of the dream was in my room. The baby was really cute at the least? Some random people in public were criticizing my bad choices but it didn’t feel like a mistake I loved my kid and my friends and family were behind me. There was some sort of time skip bc I remember her being much older (around 16-20 months?) where my mom seemed to be frustrated at me for not being responsible in the beginning even though I’d taken efforts to take care of my kid and I was still doing well in school with the help of my friends. So we got in a little fight about it and I called Dean and he came and picked me up. I stayed at his place for awhile and he helped with the baby (he had been involved before as the dad but it was always mostly me) and then sometime after that for a bit the three of us went and stayed at Angie’s place with Britt and their girls for awhile.