Why are you in my dreams

Date: 5/17/2019

This dream started with me in my room fixing cuz we’re going to have a party idk who’s or why. I end up getting ready and I’m going to do my hair in the bathroom and I see this boy in the bathroom he looks a bit familiar but I don’t say nun. I’m doing my hair when another older guy walks in and he’s starts yelling at the kid talking about how you can’t just wonder around and get this I don’t recognize nor know who tf these people are then the Older boy explains to My sister who he is I stop look up from the mirror and stare at him he’s still talking to my sister before he sees me I leave the bathroom and I go talk to Andrea she’s like wasn’t the other kid who walked in look a little like Noah just older and I’m like your going to believe our luck it was FUCKEN NOAHH!! So now I’m here at my families party with my ex and his brother. I don’t know if he recognizes me I go Back to the room to talk with cousin and he’s like who are those kids and I’m like guess and he’s like idk fucken so I tell him and he’s like damn sis good luck.... and leaves I stay in the room and the room is not like our room it’s bigger it’s like the laundry room and our room together. I’m sitting there thinking what I’m going to do when my sister comes in and is like “ se va a quedar a dormir los niños yo ya le encontré un lugar al chiquito maybe tu y el pueden share the bed” I look at here and she leaves and is like thank you he walks in and is like don’t worry I’ll sleep on the floor. And you may think I’m a whore for this but I was just trying to be nice, I’m like “ no your good we can sleep in my bed if your comfortable with it “ he’s like yea “fosure no problem” ugh his stupid frase that he says it brought back sad but happy times anyways it’s just a dream relax. Ok I’m going to skip a little cuz the rest was boring an irrelevant. The party is over and we head to bed he doesn’t have anything to sleep in so I let him borrow some shorts and a tee and he’s like nah I don’t need a shirt fucken bitch just wanted to show of his stupid muscles anyways he then later ask for the shirt I just figure it was because maybe he gets cold at night idk lmao so we laying down and I’m trying not to talk to him and he’s starts asking me questions about how I’ve been hows my family just random ones but then it gets quiet. And he turns his body towards me gets closer which I find a bit uncomfortable yk but don’t say anything he comes to my ear and whispers one last question um do you ever think of me and miss me? I don’t know what I’m feeling is like I want jump into his arms and say yes all the time and sleep with him but another part of my says dude relax you’re over him don’t giving in just because he’s in your bed. I stay silent for awhile and I’m about to respond no when I hear his little snoring I just laugh and think on how crazy this stupid situation is happening. I wake up to feeling arms around me and I realized that I was sleeping with someone I didn’t pay attention to who it was since I was a bit tired so I let them hug me while I sleep then I wake up to go pee and I try to get out of his grip and he won’t let go I wake him up by hitting him and he’s like “don’t leave me again please” Ik this might sound stupid but it kinda struck me just a bit and I respond with “just using the bathroom I’ll be right back” he goes back to sleep. I come back and I get in bed as soon as I’m laying down he wraps his arms and is like “ im cold and i missed you” I’m not going to lie I smile and let him spoon me I suddenly feel something touch the bottom of my ass and I realized is his fucken boner.... I want to jump and get away from this FUCK en BOY but I don’t I laying there and omg I’m a fucken whore I push onto him and start to tease him. I know he’s awake when I feel him touching my ass I don’t know what happened to me or why I let it happen but we end up fucking he’s inside me and keeps on thrusting on me when he’s about to cum I can feel about to come out when my FUCKENNNN ALARMMM GOESS OFF I put on snooze and try to go back to sleep but when I get back in the dream he’s in the living rooming all dress up ready to leave cuz it’s day time I ask why he’s leaving so soon he’s like “it’s 2 I have work at 3” I just say ok well good bye :/ he tell me to come to him and I do I give him a hug but he doesn’t let go and whispers in my ear “ I still miss you and think of you all the time” he then kisses my four head and my alarm goes off again.