Rejection

Date: 6/25/2016

I had a dream about a teenage boy, no surprise. We went to some outdoor theater and then there was a party before and after as well. His mom was there too, but I've never met his mom so I think it might've been just a random lady. My whole family and school was there too. We sat outside watching the movie, it was still bright outside. We were pretty close and I ended up kissing him. Not only just one kiss but I sort of got on top of him too while kissing him. I would never do this in public in real life, but something felt weird. He told me that was enough and told me to get off. My feelings were hurt so much by this. He was like "that was way too much" and I was so embarrassed. I don't even remember much after that. I know he went with a different girl and I was so irritated by him. I texted him to "come back" which to me shows how much I want him even after he was with another girl. I remember being in the bathroom a lot too, just in the stalls. There was also a lot of random TV watching. I feel like this dream was something that I'm afraid of happening, the worst thing would be him telling me I'm "too much."