Pregnant

Date: 5/5/2020

Near the beginning I was sitting in on a performance of Hamilton while being some sort of royalty, I had a big king's coat and sat in the middle of the audience near the floor where the kings sat. I told someone I knew almost all the words to all the songs from Hamilton. She was surprised. Andrew was there working lights and sound or something and when the musical was over I waited for him by trying to help someone with the cords. I wanted to talk to him about something that had happened before them where I was really upset and angry but he didnt say anything to me at all and didnt even look at me. Turned out that he had noticed but just didnt say anything and I told him I wanted to talk to him about what had happened. He wanted to talk but was clueless as always. The next half I was in a big lunch room doing ceramics, i was leaving a church building and going somewhere. I was somewhere else and Cole texted me saying we had our extra ceramics class at 1pm and when I checked the message it was 1pm so I had to hurry over in my dad's car. I was in the lunchroom working really hard on a paper thing that was the outline for a bong I was making out of clay. Was trying to make the designs. There was one drawing of an asian woman and half of her face was covered by cheetah patterns. There was and eagle as the main paper craft, it was taking a long time to set it up. When we were wrapping up there were people like Dean and Andrew on the stairs thing playing guitar. I was cutting up drawings and getting cleaned up super fast to try and get out quickly. I was given a badge that said "1stoneoutjr" and when it was all over I saw my dad waiting i guess in a car for me so i knew i had time to catch up with Andrew. I was walking the halls waiting for him to appear, some sciencey guys walked past and laughed, and when i went left i saw him through a window door wearing a red shirt. I opened the outer door waiting for him and when he came through i said I'd like to talk to him. I said why didnt he talk to me the other day that i was mad and silent. He said he was going to or something. But I felt upset anyway. He started saying stupid stuff so I said "nevermind I'm going to leave you never bring anything to the conversationa anyways " and he said "no wait, what did you want to talk about then?" I was pregnant i guess, i looked in the window reflection as we walked and i was pregnant. I started talking about how i was pregnant and no one had told me. That i knew it was twins or something and that it felt good to be pregnant. He joked that I better find someone with a job to come marry me or something. I said I didnt want someone to marry me. I still had hope in our relationship for some reason. Me and him walked and talked, I held my stomach and I told him about the ceramics bong, he laughed. We walked to the parking lot, I was thinking about asking to sit in his car to talk. He was walking into the parking lot, I looked around to find my dad's car so I can tell him I was going with Andrew. I woke up.