brain probe

Date: 7/10/2017

I could feel it. why could I feel it so much? the man I roll with was there and just yelling. not helpful. They showed me in some sort of catalogue the procedure they were doing and just came in and did it. No scrubbing up. shoved a tube right down into my brain. I could feel it go in and slide down. so much pressure and felt like it was sucking. what were they doing. I was yelling. it felt very awful but I was supposed to trust them so I was trying to. then I woke up. why could I feel it though. things have been weird