Lucid

Date: 10/20/2019

im in my back yard at night. The porch light is on, and there are some little tables set up. I am there with jenn, one fat bearded man, and one other man who looks like a normal chad. The chad man is explaining to me and jenn that he has created a medication that causes you to lucid dream. Its called Lucidity Rx. Jenn and i decide to test run it. The fat beard man takes the medication out of its case- its a dropper in a bottle. He takes some liquid in the dropper and drops it into jenns mouth, and then mine. I start asking, "hey so, does it just make you fall asleep or like, how does it work?" He responds: "Oh, youll see, dont worry :)". A moment passes and suddenly, everything gets very sharp, yet blurry at the same time. I look down at my arm and its an explosion of color- it looks like black webbing with green and red gradient underneath was plastered onto my arm, as if you were to take black paint and blow dry it over red and green paint. My vision is blurring at the edges and then rapidly focusing, like a camera that wont stop centering the selective focus. Im panicking. At this point im lucid for real, but im unaware if dream me is asleep and lucid with the medication. I grab the box and read the back....and realize that the ingredients include...Psilocybin. Like, the compound in magic mushrooms. I look over to jenn to see how shes doing, and shes just sitting there, blankly staring ahead, with a look of wonder and fear plastered onto her face. I ask her if shes okay and she either doesnt respond, or mumbles something about it being crazy. I then realize i must be asleep, i must be dreaming. The two men are gone. I decide to try some dream stuff to test it- i sorta pinch myself, and i dont feel it so i know im asleep. I close my eyes and picture a mirror with a light above it floating in the air- when i open them, it appears. I tentatively walk up to the mirror. With the skin i have, i want to know what i look like. I see myself...but its blurry, and i dont remember. Fuck. Next i decide i want to travel somewhere else. I close my eyes, spin, and picture lenns room. I open my eyes, i see a flash of his area and then im still in my yard. Suddenly, an older man shows up behind me. He tells me to keep trying. I then decide to just picture lenn himself; i really want to see him. Again, i get a flash of him in bed, with his blanket all the way up to his face. I continue to try but thats all i get. The old man explains that, because i have not seen his room, my mind cannot conjure that up as a dreamspace. I am upset about this. Around now, the meds begin to wear off. I believe jenn starts to come to, and i think i do too, but i cant tell. It gets fuzzy now, all i remember from here on is looking at my phone and seeing a video of jenn and Mr.Carvo working out together at the gym. I question her on that, i dont remember the response. Thats it for this dream- however i also remember a random flash of another dream, where im in a small conference room w me, lauren seitz, a ton of other people, i think mr.carvo, and callmecarson? i remember drawing a big dragony thing on the wall and doodling something next to it for carson, i remember having a really weird conversation with him..but idk what it was. This one was funny. So yea i went lucid tonight. Cool.