Initialed doors

Date: 3/25/2019

I am 13 years old. There’s a spirit who is is trapped within walls of an antique store that contain its initials. I go into room w spirit who’s initials are JD and once you’re inside/near the walls with The initials on them you can hear it screaming and banging to get out. We (me, my mom, and my grandmother) are trying to discover how to get rid of it. We finally banish it... but we have to go inside the building to do so. But it is finally gone. we all go back home. Me and my 4 younger siblings, dad, grandma, and mom go back home. Grandma is in a wheelchair bc the experience truly changed her. We are playing on a play structure near our house. I love my siblings. I can’t believe the youngest sister is finally walking. I look towards our barn and in my heart I know it has taken over our mother and she must remain trapped below the old/broken play structure near our barn, one of my younger brothers sees me looking over there and starts to argue with me that mommy will get better she needs a doctor and she needs hugs. I grab my 2youngest siblings and tell my little brother Alex to fucking run. I know what my brother is going to do and I cannot stop him. We barricade ourselves halfway across the neighborhood in the property managers old office building. I am trying to initial every door and every wall panel I can hear my younger siblings screaming. They can see mommy running towards us. They want to see her but I have to say No no no mommy is bad now. My younger brother is helping me initial but he keeps missing small panels that she could break through. I can’t stop crying because I know that this time I can’t save them. Their lives are over and it’s my fault. I don’t know where daddy and grandma are. Theres a panel on which I’ve written TH instead of HC (my mother’s initials i guess) i can hear her screaming looking for a weak point in our defense. I’m so sorry. I wake up